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[	Current Music	|	Good-bye Days - YUI	]

"Good-bye Days", by YUI.


from the movie, Taiyou no Uta ("Midnight Sun", "Song to the Sun")


*tear*



God, i haven't cried like this since If Only, or Fly me to Polaris, or Cardcaptor Sakura Movie 2, or the episode where L died in Death Note, or, uhm that night.


I can't breathe. Ang gandaaaaaa. :)


Taiyou no Uta is about Amane Kaoru (portrayed by YUI), a sixteen year old girl with a rare illness. Basically, she can't be exposed to sunlight for too long, or she'll die. She sleeps during the day and at night, comes out and sings. From her bedroom window, she watches Fujishiro Kouji (portrayed by Takashi Tsukamoto), a local highschool student as he lives his life. She watches him from afar, until one fateful night she gets the opportunity to introduce herself to him. (probably the funniest scene in the movie.) Things escalate as Kaoru and Kouji become closer, but Kaoru's condition becomes worse.

The movie's plot is very basic, and similar to A Walk to Remember. There aren't many things going on, it's very simple. Sometimes cliche', but it's so beautiful. It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry! Hahahah. but really, it's a beautiful tragedy. Just listening to YUI's songs makes me cry. (And  have 15 of her songs.)



This movie was made for me. I was meant to watch it. I swear. 


I mean, the mere fact na nocturnal si Kaoru diba. Dun palang.

Tas ang hot lang ni Kouji eh. Hahahah.




Pero yun nga, nakarelate ako dun sa movie. Ang galing.


Story, setting, characters, script, lahat na.


Every line, phrase, word, song, tear, smile, kiss. Na-feel ko. Grabe.




Ang ganda talaga. :)



Basta, WATCH IT. Highly recommended, lalo na sa mga hopeless romantic jan. Or mga meh gustong umiyak. Seriously, parang buong movie umiiyak ata ako. hahahah.

Kung ayaw niyo maiyak, read the story sa Wikipedia. Parang yun nadin, pero without the aesthetic value of course. hahahah. :)



YUI, btw, is my favorite Japanese artist. I've been a fan since i first saw her debut singe (Feel My Soul) sa Animax about a year ago. Her voice is AMAZING. Nakakakilabot. And she's really cute. YUI is love! Napapantayan niya ang love ko for Avril. And that's saying something. Hahahah. Her music is simlar to Avril Lavigne/Michelle Branch. Kaya it's really no surprise why i love her. :)






~title taken from "It's Happy Line", still by YUI. :)




:')

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[	Current Music	|	Urban fusion plug. hahahah. seriously. :)	]

as the title reads. a little bit of everything. don't expect to understand though. wee. :)


title inspired by one of Nikko's cd's, aptly named Red Ranger Chopsuey. :)




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"To whom it may concern.
I don't want to lose you, especially now that you're not yet mine."

~Toi Luna


Gotten from my bestfriend, who got it from, uhm, Toi Luna.
But it ain't accurate,  i can only remember it as much as my memory allows me to, and that's not saying much.


The quote's... nice. Hahahah.

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"when you walk away, i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?"

When You're Gone. If you haven't seen the video, you're a loser. hahah. kidding. if you haven't seen the video, prepare for Avril prancing around meadows in flowy fairy dresses.


And you thought Girlfriend was shocking. :)

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there's this girl that i talk to in the mirror. i turn to her when nobody's around, or when nobody can understand what i want to talk about. she's smart, she's outgoing, she's funny and witty, she's confident and self-assured.

she's got a name now. and an existence to boot.

Parker.


yeah, i just found out that i've got an alter ego. or maybe i'm schizophrenic. or maybe i'm like nikki from Heroes. anyway. watch for Parker. you'll like her better.


she's got the vibe that'll turn your tide.


hahahahahahahahahahah.

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What Can I Do - The Corrs. Really a beautiful song, ain't it?

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your secure hands
your rigid beliefs
your complicated thoughts
your enduring smile
your steady heart.

i admire them. and when i see them and i see you, i grow sad.

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find me, please find me.

don't slip away.


i'm never, never far. i'm here. just here.

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why is it always that during this time (about past midnight up until 4am) i always get "in touch" with my emotions, that i find myself "reacting" to certain stimulants (like songs, pictures, memories) like chemicals that react and combust and stuff. like some sort of armor or cloak was removed from me, always during this time, leaving me vulnerable to attacks.

and, why is it that things you want to happen never do, but everything else does.

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i want to see right through you. just SEE RIGHT THROUGH.

so i can sear this, this, THIS right to your soul.


just as you did with mine.

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you don't know me
you don't even care.
you don't know me
you don't wear my chains.

~ Boston, Augustana

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i wonder. when am i going to remove my masks, stop hiding and finally pluck up the courage to say the things i really want to say, do the things i really want to do and finally be the person i want to be?

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Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.

I have read you, and i will watch you.

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it's fun to dig up and read old messages from my inbox. all 926 of 'em. wee.


gotta clean up. :)

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"Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love."

~Charlie Brown.

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[	Current Location	|	home, for a few hours more.	]
[	Current Mood	|	amused. really. :)	]
[	Current Music	|	Home - Chris Daughtry	]

this is one of those moments when i go all emo and shit and put on slow music and stop to think about my life and my relationships and my soul and everything else that i try to ignore while i cope with everything that the world deems "important."

this is one of those moments when i don't like myself, because during these moments i rip myself apart and try to examine whatever there is to examine so i can make myself all better and then i find out that i'm one damn good pretender.

this is one of those moments when i don't give a damn about everything around me because i'm trying to isolate that one single thing that i should be giving a damn about so that everything can change and become meaningful and beautiful, and then i fail to find it and my life goes on and i continue my normal existence.

this is one of those moments when i know that too much caffeine has taken over my brain and i'm writing down these thoughts that don't and won't matter to me when i wake up in the morning, and yet i still write them down because i hope with all my heart that what i'm doing and where i'm going and what's happening during these damn moments will make sense someday.

wow. i been recently updating, my journal's suddenly alive! wee. :)



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add: i need to get back to Fiona. i hear planners help put direction in life and shit. hahah. :)